Growth is painful. Change is painful.But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don’t belong.
A comfort zone is a beautiful place, but nothing ever grows there.
Don’t you dare
For someone else’s comfort -
Do not become small
For people who refuse to grow.
A tongue has no bones but it can break a heart.
Who did that to you? Who fucked you up so bad, emotionally and mentally that you’ve completely shut down anyone who tries to help you. You don’t talk about your feelings, you push kind people away, and you let negative people in. You refuse to open up and let someone love or care about you. Who fucking did that to you?
And it’s hard to hate someone once you understand them.
I gave wrong people the right pieces of me.
I think the saddest thing someone could ever say is ‘please don’t leave me’.
Do not mock a pain that you haven’t endured.
I’m ashamed of myself because I know I should be better and I have no idea how to get there.
I’m sorry I gave you everything I had without making sure you wanted it.
It’s still you.
It’s still you.
I didn’t become heartless, I just became smarter. My happiness will not depend on someone else. Not anymore.
I do not share my sadness because I do not want it compared to yours.
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· Infinite: Still I love you Piano
· My name is Jeanne ((pronounced as jean-nie or genie))
· I was born on 11/28/97 as an abc ((american born chinese))
· I reside in the #eastcoast - MD ((balco))
· I am 5'1" - 5'2" ((real tragic :-l))
· i have a twin identical sister ((heh my ride or die :-)) )
· I have probs watched all of the taiwanese and korean dramas ((u name it, girl already watched it :-]]]]]))
· i jam to both cpop and kpop
· im not fluent in either mandarin or cantonese ((even tho canto's my first language))
· luhan y kris <33333
· i don't kno how to use chopsticks, #spoonsndforks
· i eat shtload of fast foods and junk food and don't gain lbs ((highmetabolismftw))
· i played violin for about ~4 years and piano for a year ((still learnin))
· i luv sushi esp. cali rolls
· i lovvvve rainy days
· i'm scared of everything ((heights,bugs and everything))
· i'm a very picky eater ((sighs))
· i created this blog on feb 24 2011